Monday, November 24, 2008

Why the fuck...

Why am I thinking about it again?
Seriously, I'm trying hard to be better, I move on and I keep busy...
and I make sure I change the channel in my fucked up head...
So why do I still feel every bit the same after all this time?
I can't help but think it's not fair,
What happens when you let go but the memories just won't leave?
No use apologizing, but it's suppose to be my story and I should get
to write the ending...
Not like this...
I realized how fucking useless I am,
let me forget or shoot me in the head cuz I've decided
the fuck with it all...

2 comments:

WeiWen said...

I am so sorry to hear that, Andy....
I sure hope there is a rehab forur problem...... I hope u get better!

Andy said...

Thanks, Anita! It always makes me smile to hear from you. I hope the little guy isn't giving you too much trouble these days lol...